somthing make me sleepless
it's boring life
there is no one i can share with it ... my room and my bed cold i was not feel like that before
i was feel so warm and lovely and welcoming now i feel i need someone beside me some one had wonderful and warming touch someone say lovely words to make me feel full of energy ,life and hope , makes me feel full femininity to the point where i feel that i was not female and that only now know what means that "female" .
day by day year by year my needs becoming more bigger and more insisting .. for that i want to get married every one think women wants to marry just to have kids and become mom no that is not true . the true is we have sexual feeling (or needs) as men and we want to express our feelings with someone(halal for not feel guilty) but the men alwayes marry very young girls 15 16 17 18 20 more than that the girl become (is not old?) and when some guy come to their daughters or sister's they ask is not she young for that and he marry young girl younger than his sister or his daughter but he can not refuse because he remember his think and how the guys think ...
they forgot 24 25 and more old their needs
in our country if you did not get marry at 15 16 17 18 20 maximum 21 it will be hard to get marry because you will be in their mind (she almost expired)
there is no justice ... they always rememeber that the islam is alowed 4 wives but they forget that the prophet muhammed peace be upon him and his family , he married khadija , she was in the forty and was the first of his wives.
something in my heart i felt that i need to talk about it
i know my english is so weak and there is alot spelling and grammatical errors but i always try to develop my self.
anyway thanks for hearing me and passing by.
there is no one i can share with it ... my room and my bed cold i was not feel like that before
i was feel so warm and lovely and welcoming now i feel i need someone beside me some one had wonderful and warming touch someone say lovely words to make me feel full of energy ,life and hope , makes me feel full femininity to the point where i feel that i was not female and that only now know what means that "female" .
day by day year by year my needs becoming more bigger and more insisting .. for that i want to get married every one think women wants to marry just to have kids and become mom no that is not true . the true is we have sexual feeling (or needs) as men and we want to express our feelings with someone(halal for not feel guilty) but the men alwayes marry very young girls 15 16 17 18 20 more than that the girl become (is not old?) and when some guy come to their daughters or sister's they ask is not she young for that and he marry young girl younger than his sister or his daughter but he can not refuse because he remember his think and how the guys think ...
they forgot 24 25 and more old their needs
in our country if you did not get marry at 15 16 17 18 20 maximum 21 it will be hard to get marry because you will be in their mind (she almost expired)
there is no justice ... they always rememeber that the islam is alowed 4 wives but they forget that the prophet muhammed peace be upon him and his family , he married khadija , she was in the forty and was the first of his wives.
something in my heart i felt that i need to talk about it
i know my english is so weak and there is alot spelling and grammatical errors but i always try to develop my self.
anyway thanks for hearing me and passing by.
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